Time Goes Soooooo Fast

Hello, bloggers! How are you doing? Wish you have good times. It seems that I haven't written anything in my blog for months. I've been so busy of many things last months. I don't know why, maybe it's because I'm in senior high now. Things in senior high are just so difficult. I didn't thought that it's gonna be this difficult, but then things start to go badly and I started to realize, "Gosh... Things are getting difficult now!"
It doesn't mean that I can't get along well with my friends, indeed I've got along sooooo well. What's so difficult now is the lessons. I think my problem is I seldom take things seriously (means I kinda underestimate things) and that has made my days (especially my marks!!) in senior high go so bad. I'm terribly disappointed of my own marks. I think I didn't study well and I didn't do everything maximally. I'm now recovering from my bad habit, underestimating things. I wish I could start facing every single thing seriously.

I'll Wait for You

Hey, bloggers! I'm so excited this time because I could write another amazing song on my blog. Couple weeks ago, I found something interesting on web. Well, I know it's actually an old song, but somehow I like it because it's sooooo touching. The title of the song is I'll Wait for You by Joe Nichols. Here's the lyrics

Snows in Montana was three feet high
Lady at the counter said, "There ain't no flight"
And so he called her on the telephone
He said I'll rent a car and I'll drive home

She said, "I'll wait for you like I did last year
at Christmas time with your family here
when your truck broke down out in San Antone
and the gifts stayed wrapped till you got home
oo.. this ain't nothing new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you"

And he's on the cellphone in a Coupe Deville
Talking to the one he loves and always will
His heart is breaking 'cos she's there alone
Her heart is aching 'cos she wants him home

She said, "I'll wait for you like in '68
when our child was due, but I said he'll have to wait
until his dad gets here and stands by my side
remember, dear, our son's first cry
oo.. this ain't nothing new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you"

He didn't stop all day to eat a bite
And he finally got there around midnight
Doctor said she's in a better place
She said to give you this note just in case

It said, "I'll wait for you at heaven's gate
Oo.. i don't care, how long it takes
And I'll tell St. Pete I can't come in
without my love and my bestfriend
Oo.. this ain't nothing new
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you
P.S. I love you too
Sweetheart, I'll wait for you

Gosh.. it really is an amazing song. I always cry when I watch the video. Here's the link for the video, you'll really have to watch it!
click here for the video!

Hope you do enjoy this posting! =)

Days in Senior High

Wow! I've been in senior high for around 2 months. I'm so excited because I could join many new activities in senior high, such as addition lesson especially in physics (I'm so excited about physics), choir, playing violin, etc. Actually I've played violin since I was in junior high, but somehow I feel some differences about playing violin in junior high and senior high. Different teacher, different tastes. My teacher in senior high has a very high taste of music, he loves music very very much. I also am so proud because I have such teacher who is capable to play many kinds of instruments and who is capable in arranging choir. And also I'm so excited because I can play with some talented friends. I hope we'll get other chances to play together again.

I Win It!!!

Well, where should I start? Hmm..... I think I should start from the activities I'd done during my holidays. Actually, I spent my holidays by having fun mostly, like watching movies, TV shows, reading novels, playing video games, and other things. But around a month ago, my English course teacher asked me to join a speech competition for celebrating Bung Karno month and I decided to join it because I thought what will I do at home? I might get better activities by joining this competition. So I started to find a title, the theme of the competition is "Winning Generation". I finally chose to use "Caring" as my title because nowadays we can find many people who don't wanna care about their surroundings or to other people. Care isn't always purposed to other people, but also purposed to other creature, like the trees or the environment.
Around 3 or 4 weeks later I'd finished my speech text and I was satisfied with the speech I made, so I started presenting the speech. At first I wasn't confident enough to do it because I'm sure the other contestants will present their speech much better than I do, but I tried to push myself to always train myself in front of the mirror, until the execution day came up.
The execution day was yesterday. There were many contestants from various schools. Some of them present their speech well. The contestants could choose the number for themselves freely, so I chose 12 because it's the same as my birth date, but actually I was the 2nd contestant who present my speech because the least number that was chosen by a contestant was 9. There were 3 juries, two of them are Australians and the other one is Indonesian but she has lbeen living in Australia for years. Actually it was pretty creepy to know that the juries were from Australia, I was afraid if I didn't pronounce the sentences well because they would easily know it if I made mistakes!
When it was my time to present mine I was so worried of the juries and the audiences, I was so afraid if I passed the time that had been determined by the juries, it's 5 minutes to present our speech. If we presented the speech more than 5 minutes, the juries will decrease the points we gained. But the show must go on, so I presented my speech in less than 5 minutes.
At the time I finished my speech, honestly, I felt confused about what had just I done at the stage. It's like I didn't remember all sentences I'd presented at the stage. Well, at least I had no longer burden on my shoulder because my time was done.
Around 1 or 2 hours later the juries announced the winner. I was so worried about the result, but however, I had to receive the result. I was sure that the other contestants would win it because some of them presented their speech so well. And guess what? I was terribly surprised when the juries said that I got the 1st rank! I really couldn't believe it!!! I was sooooo excited to know that I could win it!!! The last thing I could say was "thank you very much" to the juries and also to Jesus who had guided me till the end of my speech so I could do it so well.
Well, as I've said I'm so excited and satisfied, but I'm sure there still any other persons out there who are much better than me, so all I can do for now is just learning and learning so I'll be able to get new things that would improve my ability in speaking English. =)

Memories

Some days ago, I got a message from my friend, she sent me about the memories of her, me, and other friends about my school. Well, firstly you have to know that actually I've been graduated from my school and I'm going to senior high school next month. I really had great times at my junior high school and I also have my own memories about it.
Well, let's start from the first time when I step my feet to my junior high school. You know, I was so happy when I know that I could study in SMPN 1 Blitar (the name of my junior high school). I can't explain to you how happy I was, but the certain thing was I was sooooooo happy, because it's one of the favorite school in my town. I also didn't expect that I could study there because I was from a private elementary school where maybe most people think that the elementary school wasn't so good and I wasn't so smart either I guess. And of course, mom and dad were so proud of me, moreover I was in the first international class.
I also had so many great friends. I was so afraid at first actually if I couldn't have many friends especially because it's my first experience to study in public school. But I did it pretty well, I got many new amazing friends here. I learned many things from them. I really enjoy my time with them.
This school has really change me to be a better girl. I got my spirit to do my best here, I learned how differences are so amazing, I learned how to treat other people well, I grew to be a mature girl here, I got so many problems where I had to solve them by myself and finally I got new lessons from them or when I'd been so helpless my friends always came along to help me solving my problems, I share many things with my friends, and other sweet things.
Actually, I'm so grateful because I can go to senior high school, especially because I can study in a good high school again, but somehow I still miss SMPN 1 Blitar. The teachers are kind (not all of them honestly) and they had given me and my friends new lessons to be a better person to build this country. I'm not gonna forget what have they done for me. It's so amazing because I could meet such great person.
I know it's not a kinda farewell because I can still visit SMPN 1 Blitar whenever I want, but still I feel a bit sad to leave this school. but my life must go on, so all I can do now is just remembering my sweet and bitter memories from my junior high school then make it a lesson for me to always do the best in the following times. =D

When You Tell Me That You Love Me

Hey, folks! I'm gonna post somethings today. It's about a song I love so much. I'd just found it from internet and decided to download it because the title of the song seems familiar for me, then I downloaded it and I found out that I really had ever heard that song. Hahahaaha... at the first time I heard the song I didn't know the meaning of this song, but when I found it a couple days ago I searched the lyrics and I've understood the meaning of this song. The first singer was Diana Ross (I guess) but then I found this song sang by Diana Ross with Westlife and I think this version sounds better than the version when Diana Ross sang it herself. I'm gonna provide the link for you to download it.

Click here to download the song!

And here are the lyrics

I wanna call the stars down from the sky
I wanna live a day that never dies
I wanna change the world only for you
All the impossible I wanna do
I wanna hold you close under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile and feel the pain
I know what's beautiful looking at you
In the world of lies you are the truth
And baby every time you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you save no matter where you are
And bring you everything you ask for nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me
I wanna make you see just what I was
Show you the loneliness and what it does
You walk into my life to stop my fears
Everything's easy now
I have you here
And baby every time you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you save no matter where you are
And bring you everything you ask for nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me
In a world without you
I will always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger
And baby every time you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you save no matter where you are
And bring you everything you ask for nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

Why do I love this song? Because the meaning of this song is very deep and it's sung very well. Do you know where the first time I heard this song? Well, if I'm not mistaken, I heard this song firstly when I was in a wedding party. No wonder this song is often used in that kind of party because it's suitable to represent the feeling of the party maker. So, enjoy this song, folks!

Farewell Party

I had a farewell party this morning with my junior high school friends. It was held at a hotel in Blitar. The party was exciting. My friends performed some songs to sing. And the lower classmates performed some songs too. Some of them played violin and samroh (kinda singing religious songs especially the Islamic songs). Some of them played so well but few played so badly. There was a group band which consist of 3 students performed so weirdly. They didn't sing the song beautifully and the tonal didn't match to the key tones. It was so awful till some of my friends told them to go down from the stage, but they insisted to keep playing. They played 3 songs awfully. But still, they'd made the party became better with their play. It was so funny to listen to them.
The most important part of this party is removing the attributes of my school from our uniform, there were 2 students to represent other students. That was a very sad moment because that represented that we're not the student of SMPN 1 Blitar anymore.
However, besides those performances of my friends there was a much better moment at the party. The moment was at the very last time. We took some pictures with our friends together. That was a very great moment because friends looked so happy and enjoy it.
I'm lying if I say that I'm not sad in this occasion. At least I'm sad because it means that we won't stay in one class anymore, because some of my friends decide to enroll their study to another city. But this event means a lot to me :)

Meeting The Vice President

Hi, guys! I'm gonna post something cool! I got a very exciting experience this morning. I met Mr. Boediono, the vice president of Indonesia. He came to my school to do a kinda interview with the students and staffs from some schools in my hometown, Blitar. I was in charge to be a Pager Ayu with my other friends. It's a designation for girls who greet the guests and we were wearing kebaya. Kebaya is a traditional clothes which should be worn with jarik. So kebaya is the upper cloth and jarik is the lower cloth. Do I look good in kebaya???

Hahahaha... I wish you think that it suits to me. It's the ID card that must be brought by the guests who are invited to join the interview.
The cool part was when I shaken hand with Mr. Boediono, his wife, and other ministers. I laboriously tried to look for mr. vice president to shake his hand and I'm so grateful because I succeeded to do it. Hope I got other chances to meet other great men :)

A Little Fatal Mistake

I'd just made a little mistake I guess. I used to call my dad when I'd gone home to ask him to pick me up, but this morning I didn't do that. My mom told me that dad and mom will go to a bank at 11 o'clock. My school was over at 11 o'clock. I decided not to call my dad because I know he can't come, then I decided to go home by pedicab. I didn't know that I was about to make a little but serious problem.
When I arrived at home, my mom called and asked why didn't I call dad. I said that I'm pretty sure that he'll be unable to come because I was going home at 11 o'clock. It was so terrible to know that my dad was at my school at the time I went home and he waited for me. He must be very mad at me. I guess it's not my fault although I'd made wrong prediction, but it seems that mom and dad blame me so much of this. Mom also said that the car that was used to pick me up was scratched somewhere. Well, somehow, it's probably my mistake too. Hope dad will forgive me.

Two Questions after The Examination

Are you a bit confused of the title of this posting? I hope you're not confused as I am now because of it. It doesn't mean that I have to answer two questions, but I have to make the questions by myself. It's not actually that bad because guess what??? The questions I make will be given to Mr. Boediono, he's the vice president of Indonesia. Isn't it awesome to meet a vice president?! But however, I'm still unable to make any questions now, I'm a bit confused about what I'm going to ask. He's gonna come here next week. Hahahaha... It's a very golden chance for me to meet him, I'm excited to meet him. Hope things will go well when he comes here :)

Ujian Praktek TIK

Well, it must be the first time I post something in bahasa Indonesia (I mean the title is in bahasa Indonesia). I'm gonna post some things here, my teacher said I could post several stuffs like pictures, videos, or any other stuffs. I'm gonna look for some inspirations right now... Hmm.... I guess I'm gonna post stuffs about Westlife !!!!! As I've said at my post before, I am now admiring Westlife but I don't know somehow. Hahahaha...

Click here if you wanna watch and listen to their song!

here's a video from Westlife, the live action of singing Why Do I Love You. I love this song, the lyrics is very showing how broken heart the singer is... hahahaha
And here's the lyrics of this song

Suddenly she's leaving
Suddenly the promise of love has gone
Suddenly breathing seems so hard to do

Carefully you
Planned it
I got to know just
A minute to late, oh girl
now I understand it
All the times we
Made love together
Baby you were thinking of him

Why do I love you
Don’t even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should’ve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Ain’t gonna show no
Weakness
I’m gonna smile
And tell the whole world I’m fine
I’m gonna keep my senses
But deep down
When no one can hear me
Baby I’ll be crying for you

Why do I love you
Don’t even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should’ve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Can’t go back
Can’t erase
Baby your smiling face oh no
I can think of nothing else but you
Suddenly

Why do I love you
Don’t even want to
Why do I love you like I do
Like I always do
You should’ve told me
Why did you have to be untrue (love you like I do)
Why do I love you like I do

Hey, I got a pic of Weslife! Check this out!
From left to right, it's Kian Egan, Mark Feehily, Nicky Byrne, Shane Filan.
My favorite one is Shane, I love his voice and he seems cool! Hahahaha... And I also love Mark, his voice is very unique, I don't know somehow but when you hear him singing you'll know what I mean.
It's the newest pic of Westlife, actually there were 5 persons at the past time, but Brian McFaddy went out because of his responsibility to his family.
That's it about Westlife. Hope you get much info from this posting! =D

What Time?

What time is it??? I'm not talking about pm or am, I'm talking about what time is it??? It's time for doing narcism things!!!!

My Love

Hey, folks! I'm gonna post something cool (at least I think it's cool because I won't post it if it's not cool). I don't know somehow I just suddenly loves Westlife. Actually my bro started it then I started love 'em too. And it's one of my favorite songs of Westlife. I love this song so much because... somehow it touches my heart and it sounds so beautiful. Here's the video where you could watch and listen to the song. The video clip is very awesome, I like it so much. Enjoy!

here's the link where u can find the video -> click here!

And here's the lyrics of this song!

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
And all my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
Reff: So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love
I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
And all my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
*Back to reff*
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
I'm reaching for a love seem so far

My Birthday

It's now April 24th, and my birthday was on April 12th. I know it's been so late to post something about my birthday, I was terribly busy by the examinations. And now I get a free time, so I try to post it.

Actually there wasn't any special thing on my birthday. I even thought that my birthday last year was better than this year. I mean there's something wrong this year on my birthday but I can't tell what it is to u guys. But I got a very cute present from my lovely friend, Stella. She gives me a doll. Here's the doll.

And it's my pic with my new cute doll :)

Isn't it just so cute??? I love it so much, so many thanks for Stella! Besides her, my other friends also wish me having a great birthday. Thanks so much for those who have wished the best for me on my birthday! I love ya!

Civics Today

I know I should have written this yesterday, I was so busy so I couldn't post anything. So I'm going to post it now.

Yesterday I had a civics class with my civics teacher. She taught us about globalization. She told many things about how globalization started and how can globalization reached Indonesia. She said that globalization has made Indonesia's real culture fading. There still many advantage about globalization, but the bad effect of globalization to Indonesia is very unexpected. Firstly you have to know that my civics teacher has a very high level of patriotism. She might be the only civics teacher that has high level of patriotism. She always tells us not to be easily affected by other countries' bad effect. Then if someday we've been successful person, we shouldn't forget of our country and we have to build our country to be better and better. I'm so grateful because I've ever been taught by such kind of teacher. She always gives us new amazing knowledge about our beloved country, Indonesia, and always warns us not to be affected easily by bad effects from any places. We have to take the benefits only from the existence of globalization to build the country. 

That's about civics today, I hope I could write the other "Civics Today". Hahahahahaha... :)

Terrible Day

I got a very terrible day yesterday. I can't tell you clearly, but there are 2 things that made me completely disappointed and angry. I guess this will be bad week (but honestly I hope this won't be bad week). The 1st didn't make me too disappointed, it's just.... it made me very furious. I think it's not a very important thing to think about, but somehow... it made me very furious as I've said. While the other thing made me terribly frustrated... I feel like every single thing I'd done is a very big mistake. I don't know what to do and what to say after the event yesterday. I'm so speechless till I couldn't say anything. Hmph... I just hope things won't go worse. It's so silly to think about doing suicide. I could die laughing when I think about it. Hahahaha... The only thing I should do this time is surviving and trying to solve this. I'm going to make new plan and I hope it's gonna be working on me, so at least I can solve one problem. That' could lighten my load.

Final National Examination

This is the last day of national examination. I had science this morning. Well, I couldn't do couple questions of biology. I don't somehow, I'm very bad in biology. I need to study more about it.
I'm not feeling very well this day because I found that I won't get perfect score on math. I'm so disappointed of that. Mom and dad told me that I don't have to get perfect score but I'm so eager to get perfect score. Hmph.. Let's just hope the best for my test. Besides, I'm gonna have another test at one senior high school in my town next week. I just wish I could be successful on each test I'll have.

Tongue Twister!

Bonjour, amis! Hello, friends! I tried something new, greeting in French! Hahaha... Well, I'm now gonna post something interesting. It's tongue twister! These tongue twister will make us learning English in more exciting way! Check these out! And one more thing, try to read these sentences as quickly as possible and rightly. Have fun!

• How many boards
  Could the Mongols hoard
  If the Mongol hordes got bored?
• I saw Susie sitting in a shoe shine shop.
  Where she sits she shines, and where she shines she sits.
• You cuss, I cuss, we all cuss, for asparagus!
• Six sick hicks nick six slick bricks with picks and sticks
• I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.
• Luke's duck likes lakes. Luke Luck licks lakes. Luke's duck licks lakes. Duck takes licks in lakes Luke Luck likes. Luke Luck takes licks in lakes duck likes.
• What a terrible tongue twister,
  what a terrible tongue twister,
  what a terrible tongue twister...
• Mary Mac's mother's making Mary Mac marry me.
  My mother's making me marry Mary Mac.
  Will I always be so Merry when Mary's taking care of me?
  Will I always be so merry when I marry Mary Mac?
• Don't spring on the inner-spring this spring or there will be an offspring next spring.
• A woodchuck would chuck all the wood a woodchuck could chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood.
• A noise annoys an oyster, but a noisy noise annoys an oyster more!
• How many cans can a canner can if a canner can can cans? A canner can can as many cans as a canner can if a canner can can cans.
• Crush grapes, grapes crush, crush grapes.
• Which wristwatch is a Swiss wristwatch?
• Dr. Johnson and Mr. Johnson, after great consideration, came to the conclusion that the Indian nation beyond the Indian Ocean is back in education because the chief occupation is cultivation.
• She stood on the balcony, inexplicably mimicking him hiccuping, and amicably welcoming him in.
• To sit in solemn silence in a dull dark dock
  In a pestilential prison with a life long lock
  Awaiting the sensation of a short sharp shock
  From a cheap and chippy chopper on a big black block.
• Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood.
• Mr. Tongue Twister tried to train his tongue to twist and turn, and twit an twat, to learn the letter "T".
• How much caramel can a canny canonball cram in a camel if a canny canonball can cram caramel in a camel?
• The ruddy widow really wants ripe watermelon and red roses when winter arrives.
• Chester Cheetah chews a chunk of cheep cheddar cheese.
• Yally Bally had a jolly golliwog. Feeling folly, Yally Bally Bought his jolly golli' a dollie made of holly! The golli', feeling jolly, named the holly dollie, Polly. So Yally Bally's jolly golli's holly dollie Polly's also jolly!
• John, where Peter had had "had had", had had "had";
  "had had" had had his master's approval.
• I saw Esau kissing Kate.
  I saw Esau, he saw me, and she saw I saw Esau.
• Casual clothes are provisional for leisurely trips across Asia.
• If you understand, say "understand".
  If you don't understand, say "don't understand".
  But if you understand and say "don't understand".
  how do I understand that you understand. Understand!?
• But a harder thing still to do.
  What a to do to die today
  At a quarter or two to two.
  A terrible difficult thing to say
  But a harder thing still to do.
  The dragon will come at the beat of the drum
  With a rat-a-tat-tat a-tat-tat a-tat-to
  At a quarter or two to two today,
  At a quarter or two to two.
• Love's a feeling you feel when you feel
  you're going to feel the feeling you've never felt before.

New Class

Well, it doesn't mean that I've been at senior high school, but hopefully I'll be soon. New class I meant is just new class, some new classmates, and some new teachers. 

The teachers divide the students into several groups. They divide the students who haven't understood enough about the materials of the exam from the students who have understood enough about the materials for the exam. But that doesn't mean that the teachers separate the brainy students with the others. It's not fair to do that I think. It's just the teachers' effort to optimize the teaching-learning process. So those who haven't understood the lessons well will be able to do the exam well.

And about my class.. I'm in class C, I'm very excited coz I'm always in class C since I was on 7th grade. Hahahaha... And my new classmates are.... very very brainy. Most of them are smart students. I'm so glad to be in this class. Well... "smart students" doesn't always mean "silent student" or "weirdo", but you know what?? They are very very naughty!!! Hahahahaha.. They make noise all the time and that was soooo funny. That's why I love this class <33333

It's Getting Closer

What's getting closer??? It's the National Examination! Omg... Mom and dad have warned me to study all the time to prepare this examination. Well, I have to admit that I'm a bit bored to do it, but.... of course sometimes I do open my books (and read it! don't think that i just OPEN it and DO NOTHING with it!) I do admit that I'm getting bored and that's my fault. I have to do something to fix it. Any suggestions? I'm afraid that I'm getting more arrogant and think "Studying isn't important coz I've mastered 'em all". Ugh... honestly I hate to type that. Hahahahahaha... So if you find a way to fix it, please comment this posting and tell me. Or.. hope I can find the way to fix it myself as fast as possible :)

Chances

This morning the teachers had informed the students of my school about Sampoerna Foundation Program.  This program is specialized for the students from low economied families. There are many friends of mine who join this program. As I said, it's a scholarship, so the qualification for the students will be very very difficult. The students who wanna join the scholarship program must show some data about their wealth.
But whatever it is, I hope my friends can be accepted at that school. Actually I'm a bit eager to join it but... my friends are gonna kill me if I join it. Hahahaha...
Success for my friends who join that program! God bless you!

Success or Not?

Wow! Last Sunday was a very cool day. You know, I was accepted @ a high school I want most. I was so excited @ first because @ the first round I got a very good rank, it was the 1st rank. And the way they call me was very dramatic. They read it from the lowest rank and I was so surprised because I didn't hear they call my name till the 2nd rank. Then I started crying. My friends cheered me up by saying that I would get the 1st rank, but honestly I didn't believe them. Then the juries called the 1st rank and it was me. Wow!!! I can't describe how excited I was. But the final round didn't run so well. I didn't do it pretty well so my rank became 8th. It was very... horrible that I couldn't stay on 1st rank. But my mom cheered me up, she said that I have to be very thankful to God because He's granted my prayer to be accepted @ that school. So... I'm happy but not too satisfied of what I got. But I'm trying to be very thankful of what I've got =)

What's in My Class???

What's in my class? Well, I've just taken some pics of my class. Hahahaha.. Here they are!!!

It's Science, Math, and Language Times

I'd posted yesterday that I'd done with the test for a while, but it didn't mean that I don't have anything to do @ school. Of course I still go to school, but the lessons have changed. We're here no longer studying about history, economy, civics, etc. We'll just learn about science (physics and biology), math, Indonesia, and English. Why? Because those are the materials of the last examination which will be held on March. I have to say that I'm very excited to learn about them only. Hahahahaha... I'll study hard for it! =)

Aww... Finally It's Over for A WHILE

Phew... It's a very stressful week. Finally the exam is finished for A WHILE, still for a while. But I'm really glad because I could get some good marks for some of my tests. I haven't known yet about the others. I hope I shouldn't join remedial test. I'm too tired to study about those lessons again.
Well, because I've done the exams for this time, I'm gonna have fun! Hahahahaha...

Exams are Ready to Strike Me!!!!!

Huft... Another test has just done today. But there still many exams next week. Aw.. being on 9th grade is really difficult because many tests are waiting everytime. It's just like there's no other activity but studying for the tests. Dad keeps telling me to start studying. I guess he's right. I gotta move on. I dunno somehow, I keep saying to move on but it seems i've done nothing :(
Well, as I've said above that the exams are ready to strike me. I'm gonna have exams next week. Hope I can do 'em so well and get good marks :D

February is Coming!

Welcome, February! Phew... I'm glad to know that I can live my life so far. But it's almost March. I can't believe that March is now getting closer and closer. I'm gonna have last exam on March. Hope I can do 'em well, so well I meant. So I need to move on now! No time to wonder about stupid things. Gotta keep my spirit of learning up!!!!! =)

My Cute Triple Cousins

Got a kinda happy news!!! I know this must have been too late, but I'd just found some pictures of my counsins and sudenly I'm so eager to share them with ya. They're my new cousins and were born on September, 11th 2009. It's very nice to know that I got 3 cousins, not twin but triplet!!! It's cool, isn't it! My uncle sent me some of their pictures, and here they are :)

Well, it's Mattew

This one is Nicole. She's my favourite one.. Hahaha.. She seems so chubby, isn't she?

It's Oliver.

Nice Quotes

My friend had just told me the sites to find awesome quotes, here are some nice quotes i've found there and the authors of the quotes. And because I'm in sadness right now I copied and pasted the sadness quotes.
-Katie Gill : Anger, tears and sadness are only for those who have given up
-Carl Gustav Jung : The word 'happiness' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness
-Alfred De Musset : There is no worse sorrow than remembering happiness in the day of sorrow
-Unknown : Sadness is always the legacy of the past; regrets are pains of the memory
-Unknown : The essential sadness is to go through life without loving. But it would be almost equally sad to leave this world without ever telling those you loved that you love them
-Unknown : Tears are words the heart can't express
 -Mitch Hedberg : Onions make me sad, a lot of people don't realize that. When I'm cutting onions, I'm sad. Because the plight of onions, it's sad. But people don't realize I'm actually crying - they think I'm just reacting.
-Unknown : Smile, even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile. 

Problem Again!

Another problem has just come over into my life. When my life had just fulled with joy suddenly a terrible thing comes to my life. I got another problem with him. I've gotten many problems with him. And I'm not so surprised if I got another one again. But, I don't know somehow, why problems always come between us. It's just between us. So I can say since we met each other, problems always come over. You know, I'd just enjoyed my life one day, only one day, and the next day he makes another problem. The only person who should be mad is ME and it's not HIM. But the things that has just happened is he's being angry to me. It's really unfair. How come that be? He should explain his reason to be angry to me. I don't know what does he want. He had really successfully did something hurt me, but I wasn't angry at him AT ALL. I even helped him to get something he wanted to get. Is it wrong? But now he's being mad at me. So who's guilty now? My friends even told me to stay away from him, but I don't recognize them and still wanna call him as "friend". One of my friend told me that he even doesn't deserve that greeting (friend) from me. But I don't care and I still wanna call you "friend". And now you're being angry to me? Well.. it's your choice. I know it. But please don't be angry to me. I can't find out my mistakes..

New Year!

Happy New Year!!!! Wow! It's been 2010 now.. phew... a long journey to 2010, huh? Hope the things will be better than 2009. And it's a very loooooooong December I think. Many things happened during December 2009. Amazing things, wonderful things, and even terrible things. Those things were really making my day :)
Besides many great times, i did make maaaaanny friends during the last 2009. I've gotten many friends now... :) It's so happy to have many friends who always stay near you and share everything to them.
It's a very wonderful 2009!!! But I gotta face new days now! I can't just stop walking and look behind only. I gotta move forward now :)